I had the strangest feeling... I was smiling in my dream!
I wanted so much not to wake up... i wanted so much to see him clearer but somehow everything seems so blur and fast.
He was wearing a red & white jersey, sitting down quietly as if he was waiting for me, carrying a full faced helmet (red & white too), turned to stand when he saw me approaching... Even in my dream, i am sure he was smiling at me when our eyes came into contact.
*Mesmerize* How would i ever forget that once so familiar smile?!
Finally i got to met up with him after so many year!!!
Had wanted so much to inquire about his whereabout and well-being but could not find the right person or was it that i cant find the courage to ask when the right person came by... afraid that i will be laughed at or worst still... got misunderstood by my intention?
I know he lives only a few blocks away from me but somehow i didnt had the chance to bump into him since secondary 3 or was it secondary 4? Whoa! That was a solid 10 to 11 years ago!
The very last time i heard about him through a friend was he had got married with a very beautiful lady named 'spider' (due to her tattoo).
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One side of me wanted so much to bump into him in person, to know if he is getting along well, to see if he is still the old him...
But, the other side of me fear to bump into him. What if he is not at his best or differ from that so good impression of mine... kind of contradicting?!
Does he thinks the same liked me? Maybe i was even forgotten...
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I decided to search for his photo through a friend profile in friendster and got his photos... he still wears that broad smile.
Jun Wei - I hope and wish all are well for you!
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