Went to see a GP yesterday and was referred to take an X-ray followed by blood test today.
SPECIAL THANKS TO ANGELITA for bringing me to both labs.
Was feeling breathless (scambling for air) again but the spot-liked pain (like a sword piecing at the heart which goes right through the back - causing my shoulder to ache which stretch down to my arm) has cease since the past two days.
It always make me thinks that it was signs of punctured lungs and it freaks me out everytime i had such pain in Brazil. Reason being... If i really collapse in my apartment or should i make it to call any one of my Singaporean colleagues, they wont have the slightest inkling where to bring me!
Being abroad before, i know the imporatance of at least knowing where i could get to the nearest help in case of emergency but these guys simply dont have such concern...??! Call me a 'Scary Cat' but i dont wish to die in a foreign country!
Recieved Dennis sms (waiting for Angelita's son to meet us for lunch in Beijing kilo restaurant down at Niteroi) while window-shopping at Plaza, informing he will be going back to Singapore for good early April! I then call him out to meet us for a bite at the restaurant. He was having a bit of mixed feelings but i assure him that he had made the right choice and the time spent in Brazil is enough...
Time to leave everything behind... there are more important things / people back in Singapore waiting for him! As children, just by knowing that our parents need us... we should be returning back to their side and spent the rest of the available time with them.
BE IT... people might think / asked if it was an excuse to return early and as if these isnt enough... They have to scrutinize you with their endless assumtion (Have'nt you thought about it before you come) / thoughts and questioning in exchange of you feeling bad? Sadist mentality...
They ought to be ashamed of themselves to even say such stupid things... The company still runs even without your presence!!! When the company sack a person, they wont fucking give a thought about you needing this job.
When it comes to work, dont even bother to tell me anything if you are going to BRAG / COMPLAIN the followings BECAUSE I SIMPLY WONT ENTERTAIN / PITY / CONSENT with YOU...
I hate people whom brags that they are the only one who seems to be working.
I hate people whom complains that the other person still gets paid / have a higher salary / bonus when he arent doing any better compared to all your hard work.
I hate people whom comment that you still draws such a low pay / rank after many years of being with the company.
I hate people whom comment that you are so free in Brazil, can knock off early, sit there and do nothing.
I hate people asking me what i will be doing after i return to Singapore.
I hate people telling me that: Arent you afraid that your position would have been taken up by the time you return?
I hate people telling me how much he understand the boss mind and assume / guess what the boss is implying or thinking...
I hate politicians / apple polisher / back stabber / fakes.
YOU WANT TO TRY JOIN IN THE MASSIVE DAILY 2 HOURS JAM BACK HOME OR RISK BEING LOCK UP IN THE OFFICE WITH NO AIR-CONDITIONING?
WHY DO YOU FUCKING BOTHER WHAT HAPPEN TO ME... JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE! IF THERE IS NOTHING THERE IN THE COMPANY FOR ME... DO YOU THINK I WILL SIT AND WAIT FOR THE COMPANY TO SACK ME?
IF THAT FELLOW GET PAID OR EVEN HIGHER THAN YOU, ITS A COMPANY CHOICE AND YOU JUST HAPPEN TO BE UNLUCKY FOR NOT BEING SPOTTED!
JUST BY SAYING YOU HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO DO IN SINGAPORE DOES NOT MAKES YOU SOMEBODY! WHY DONT YOU GO ASK YOUR BOSS HOW YOU ARE PERFORMING AND ASK FOR A PAY RAISE?
DONT YOU HAVE MUCH THINGS IN LIFE TO DO / WORRY ABOUT, OTHER THEN POKING YOUR NOSE INTO OTHER PEOPLE BUSINESS?
DO YOU THINK I HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO GUESS WHAT THE BOSS IS THINKING? IF I WANT TO KNOW, I WOULD HAD ASK AND NOT BY STANDING THERE ASSUMING WHAT YOU THINK MIGHT BE WHAT YOUR BOSS THINKS, WHICH IS TOTALLY A WASTE OF TIME!
I just dont understand some people mentality... totally crazy, childish and shallow! Why dont you channel these so 'magnificant' energy and do something for yourself since you pictured everyone around you are so lousy?
IF YOU HAVE THE ABOVE 8 PERCEPTION, I THINK YOU OUGHT TO THINK OVER AND MAKE A BETTER PERSON OUT OF YOURSELF!
SHIT YOU THESE TYPED OF PEOPLE!
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