WHY KEPT ASKING... WHAT CAN YOU ALL HELP?
LET ME TELL YOU IF YOU SO MUCH WANTED TO KNOW... I NEED MONEY, TONS AND TONS OF MONEY TO TIDE ALL THESE MISFORTUNATE THINGS OVER... ARE YOU GUYS WILLINGLY TO FORK OUT WITHOUT EVEN TERMING IT AS A LOAN AS I DONT EVEN KNOW WHEN I WILL BE ABLE TO PAY YOU BACK?
IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO FORK OUT 5K / 10K OR 20K... DONT FUCKING ASK! LEAD YOUR OWN WORRIES-FREE LIFE AND SPARE ME WITH ALL YOUR QUESTIONS! YES, I KNOW MY FACE DONT WORTH THAT MUCH A MONEY BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU DONT EVEN WORTH ME PLACING MY EYES ON YOU FOR A SECOND!
DONT YOU KNOW THAT... ALL OF YOU WHOM READ THIS BLOG ARE ONLY PEOPLE WHOM I NEVER EVEN SEEN ONCE PER YEAR... EVEN IF I SEE YOU 5 DAYS PER WEEK, DO YOU THINK OUR BOND IS ANYWHERE NEAR TO WILLINGLY FORK OUT A FEW THOUSAND? IF YES, WHY NOT YOU ASK FOR MY BANK ACCOUNT AND BANK THE MONEY IN RIGHT NOW OR TAKE IT TO MY FAMILY MEMBER!!!
SHAKE OUT THAT FUCKING THINKING OF YOURS THAT I AM ACTING PATHETIC, CHAO CHEE BYE... YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW.
CRYING QUIETYLY AT THE OFFICE TOILET, TEARS SLIDING DOWN MY CHEEKS EVEN WHEN TAKING MY BOSS CAR TO AND FRO WORK, CRYING NON-STOP ONCE I REACH HOME. ACTING SO FUCKING CHEERFUL AT WORK & HAVING TO BE THE CLOWN AMONG MY FEW SINGAPOREAN COLLEAGUES! CRYING WHILE TYPING ALL THESE FRUSTRATION!
DONT USE THAT ATTITUDE AT ME WHEN I REFUSE TO SAY OUT WHAT ACTUALLY IS HAPPENING... DONT I HAVE THE RIGHTS TO WRITE ON MY BLOG? THIS IS MY BLOG WHICH WAS NOT EVEN MEANT TO BE A BLOG FROM THE START, ITS ACTUALLY MEANT TO BE A PHOTO ALBUM!
IF YOU REALLY ARE SOMEONE WHOM ARE CLOSE TO ME, YOU WOULD HAVE FUCKING KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON... THUS DONT ASK!!! YOU DONT DESERVE TO KNOW!
HOW DO YOU FUCKING EXPECT ME TO TELL A CLOSE-TO-STRANGER PERSON SOMETHING SO PERSONAL? THE LAST THING I WANT IS THAT PITIFUL LOOK ON YOU PEOPLE AND THAT GOSSIPING AROUND ON HOW FORLORN I AM...
YES, INDEED I AM SUPER PITYFUL NOW, NO ONE TO TALK OR TURN TO IN THIS DAMN PLACE. GOT TIED DOWN AND CANT RETURN WHEN I SO WANTED TO... I WANT TO BE HOME, BUT I NEED THE MONEY TOO... RETURNING EQUAL TO NO MONEY TO TIDE THINGS OVER!
SPARE ME... CANT YOU GUYS SIMPLY SPARE ME...
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