The dream was fading fast, i couldnt recall the least bit of content but it sure is a good one to be able to see his smiling face! See 25 January 2009 confess, thats the only photo i had of him!
Rekindled the past, he didnt made it to Secondary 4 and i was among the very few bad conduct students whom made it to N levels and surprisingly deserved a bursary! Ha - Who heard of Ah Lian being awarded for one?
He asked one of the classmates to pass me a message during last day of school but whether its true or not, i wasnt sure and dont bother to find out!
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Its been 2 months since i am back from Brazil... I noticed 2 main change after this return, which i consider it as something vital to have in life... Self-discipline & the Strinking of Social Circle.
I had gone SUPER lazy, reluntant to wake up on time to catch the company transport @ 6.10am! Totally making full use of the luxury to flag down a cab during peak hours for the past 8 weeks which all these $$$ could be well spent on other areas!
Looking back... I never have problem waking up for work in RIO, no matter how tired i was or how late i stayed up last night... i will still drag myself up from bed and get the car out from the carpark lot to wait for the others! Maybe its due to having a DUTY to drive my colleagues and boss to workplace ahead of time! Well, now i am without this responsibility!!!
Hmmm... I believe humans must had a responsibility or purpose to be discipline! It make me think of letting all these money be well spent on my nephew education! We (the mother of the kid is doing most of the searching) are looking for a childcare centre to enroll our smart boy for SCHOOL! I should wake up early and invest these money to the monthly fee!
Seems great isnt it?! Since i am single and without the need to purchase a car, flat or wedding!
Next - Friends were either married or had started a family... Well, for my age - it ought to be this period of time!
Since most of my friends are mainly guys thus its best to stay a distance... who knows when their wife have PMS and start 'using' my presence to trigger a fight!
Haiz... Without my bunch of party animals, hitting the clubs and pub-hopping was almost ZERO! BUT, its not gonna STOP me from liking to be surrounded by loud music...
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Christmas is only a few days away... it dwell me back to 2009 X'mas - Trip to Sao Paulo! It was also this trip, the chance-upon smoking before bedtime, the conversation, the cold night, my bold character and his ACT NATURAL character that drew us closer in knowing each other!
Not harbouring the thoughts of being together... I rather stay single than to have such a person as my lifetime partner!
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Friend: Dont you find a need to have a guy by your side?
Me: They dont stay!
Friend: You are a bit too tough and independant.
Me: I think i am happy even i cant find that someone.
Friend: By using the word THINK, you are UNSURE!
Me: ... *Ponder* Am I? Cant someone be happy without a life partner?
How time flies... Memories fade and rekindled and SOON it will be 2011. Again, me writing about my thoughts / happening for 2011 and welcome the auspicious 2012!
Rekindled the past, he didnt made it to Secondary 4 and i was among the very few bad conduct students whom made it to N levels and surprisingly deserved a bursary! Ha - Who heard of Ah Lian being awarded for one?
He asked one of the classmates to pass me a message during last day of school but whether its true or not, i wasnt sure and dont bother to find out!
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Its been 2 months since i am back from Brazil... I noticed 2 main change after this return, which i consider it as something vital to have in life... Self-discipline & the Strinking of Social Circle.
I had gone SUPER lazy, reluntant to wake up on time to catch the company transport @ 6.10am! Totally making full use of the luxury to flag down a cab during peak hours for the past 8 weeks which all these $$$ could be well spent on other areas!
Looking back... I never have problem waking up for work in RIO, no matter how tired i was or how late i stayed up last night... i will still drag myself up from bed and get the car out from the carpark lot to wait for the others! Maybe its due to having a DUTY to drive my colleagues and boss to workplace ahead of time! Well, now i am without this responsibility!!!
Hmmm... I believe humans must had a responsibility or purpose to be discipline! It make me think of letting all these money be well spent on my nephew education! We (the mother of the kid is doing most of the searching) are looking for a childcare centre to enroll our smart boy for SCHOOL! I should wake up early and invest these money to the monthly fee!
Seems great isnt it?! Since i am single and without the need to purchase a car, flat or wedding!
Next - Friends were either married or had started a family... Well, for my age - it ought to be this period of time!
Since most of my friends are mainly guys thus its best to stay a distance... who knows when their wife have PMS and start 'using' my presence to trigger a fight!
Haiz... Without my bunch of party animals, hitting the clubs and pub-hopping was almost ZERO! BUT, its not gonna STOP me from liking to be surrounded by loud music...
==============================
Christmas is only a few days away... it dwell me back to 2009 X'mas - Trip to Sao Paulo! It was also this trip, the chance-upon smoking before bedtime, the conversation, the cold night, my bold character and his ACT NATURAL character that drew us closer in knowing each other!
Not harbouring the thoughts of being together... I rather stay single than to have such a person as my lifetime partner!
==============================
Friend: Dont you find a need to have a guy by your side?
Me: They dont stay!
Friend: You are a bit too tough and independant.
Me: I think i am happy even i cant find that someone.
Friend: By using the word THINK, you are UNSURE!
Me: ... *Ponder* Am I? Cant someone be happy without a life partner?
How time flies... Memories fade and rekindled and SOON it will be 2011. Again, me writing about my thoughts / happening for 2011 and welcome the auspicious 2012!
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