All right... this post was initiated by my colleague (someone whom i always find handsome & comfortable to be with... *He must be blushing*) while smoking with him this morning... he told me that he had tendered his resignation.
Well... No hard feelings or childish acts asking him to stay (but deep down... my sincere blessing that he will do even better in another company)... the next thing that cross my mind is "Market Values", something that always bugs me...
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Another nice colleague (Zee) from my dept. asked me a question recently.
Zee: Ivy, had you have any thoughts of venturing your careers in another company after a few years.
Me: YES & why not... (A FIRM reply)
Zee: Whats the push factor
Me: In search for what i call "Market Values"!
Zee: Like what...
Me: Monetary benefits, own working capabilities, the affirmative perception from people out there, prospection of wanting to try out new things & lastly my WORTH or WEIGHTAGE in this field.
Zee: Don't you have any fear?
Me: Yes, of couse... The fear of getting back to square 1 after many years, fear of changing a new working environment, fear of not doing well on my job, fear of not getting along with my new colleagues (especially gals), fear of failing those hopes that pin on me & i bet alot more... BUT the bottom line is still... i am determine to forsake everything & pursue the values (be it good or bad)!
Of couse deep down, i do pray hard that i will not get slap hard on my decision, anyway life is full of ups & downs... I will be the last to fall, first to stand up!
I'M THE BEST, F**K THE REST!
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Back to my handsome colleague whom was once my supervisor & always mistake that i prefer/admire the other one... I bet you are reading this & yes, this post is specially meant for you!!!
THANK YOU for;
- The effort to clarify whether i am "poison" really touched me.
- To accept me for not talking to your favorite Soccer Fanatic friends (who happens to be in the same dept. as me)!
- Lastly, may what you wish for is what you achieve in life.
(1) Make sure you plan a slot for me, lunch out sometime in April.
(2) Can i take a photo with you... Please!!!
(3) Let me drive your Mark-X leh!
(4) Before you go to M'sia, lets go for a drink (of cos, not you & me only lah!)... My Treat.
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